So I think I'm moving to MI! FINALLY LIFE'S LOOKING UP!!! I can't fucking wait! Raina and I are headed out after the court date! I'm not sure about ALL of the details yet, but I know that everything will fall into place soon! My friend Kristi is going to help me get a job that I can live with and apartments there are dirt cheap! Like $400 with utilities included for a 2 bedroom!!! I mean unbelievable! Even if I have to work at fucking walmart for a month or two, I'll be able to afford that!
So I woke up at like 4am with vomiting and dying rear! I was in bed all day and still don't feel right! I did manage to hold down a p-nut butter and banana sandwich earlier! So I ate some bland as hell popcorn tonight! I haven't thrown up yet....hopefully I won't!
Adam called me today and was talking to me about real life things....usually we talk about shit that doesn't matter! He was talking to me about money and moving and all the things that really matter in life! Times are hard for all of us I suppose...I see myself looking so hard for a a way out of his arms, but when I finally see the light he calls me and tells me that he misses me....or he's real with me! I want so badly to get away from commetment...I have no idea why, but he always finds a way to keep me from doing so! Adam's a wonderful guy! He works hard to keep his life rolling smoothly, at keeping me happy, and at making sure that Raina's involved with all that goes on with us! In fact he's coming tomorrow to visit us and he's going with us to Boo at the Zoo this weekend! Raina loves him and I think I'm falling....I just HATE to say that...I can say that he's the first guy that I've dated that actually cares about both of us equally! He would jump infront of a bus for either one of us!
Ok enough about him! Chata came over today and told me a story about her sister....I'm not going to tell the story because that's her place, but I do need to say that I love her and I support her actions towards the situation! She's a very respectable person and needs to be praised for her actions today! I would've done something stupid and I'd still be paying for it! Love you tons Chata!
On another note Debbi is absolutely wonderful! She gave me some wonderful ideas for moving and talked to me about somethings that I don't really have the gumption to talk about otherwise! I love both of them to pieces!
Well I'm off to call Adam and get into bed! Talk to you all soon!!!!